Ya Allah ! :'(

Kenapa semua kena jadi macam ni doe ? Sumpah aku frust :'( i know , semua salah aku . Sepatutnya from the start aku layan je macam biasa , tp pasal aku takut , URGH ! Why do i always have to destroy everything ? I hate myself ! God , please turn back time , i'm begging you :(

urgh , dah la aku text dia tak balas . Urgh !

Weeeeeee :D

Today is a Friday . But it's a good Friday for me and my three besties , Amy , Ina and Shad :) we had to go to the studio at 10am cos we're having a practise for the 27th of November show . Although it's a bit tiring (not so much for me and Ina) , but we still had fun cos we learned new steps . And most greatful to Kak Adah cos she twitched my brows and it looks just like the way i want my brows to be . Thank you , Kak Adah ! :) hahahah ;D so , that's all for today . Will be updating my blog next time :) bye !

Wanna know about my very nice and enjoyable life ? Then , read this post :)

Okay , basically , my life at home is normal and is getting better . I finally can get along with my youngest sister and i'm happy about it . We shared our secrets alot and we have our night activities too :) but unfortunately , my outside life is horrible . Not to say horrible , but miserable . Seriously , everything is not going on well . My love life , my seeing them every single day moment . Urgh ! Everything hurts , okay ? I'm not happy about it , i'm really really sad , )': i just can't stand it . I want to end everything , please !