New year , new life , new me (:

New year , 2010 ! :D Although we are gonna miss 2009 , a year full of joyness , happiness and sadness , but we still have to move on and leave all the pasts . That is exactly what i'm gonna do . That's my ambition for the year 2010 . I'm hoping that i could change my attitude , the way i bring myself , the way i dress up , my IQ in school , and my love life . Everything in 2009 are just my pasts . I want to forget all of it and start a new . Amin , Zam and others may go out of my life because they're the one who hurt me so much , so i just want to act normal to them and find a new love . Byebye guys , hello you ! Hahahahahahahahah :DD idk why i'm acting this way , but it's actually kind of weird . Okay , igtg . It's already 2am and i'm still up . Well , goodnight everyone , tc , ttfn and HAPPY NEW YEAR ((:

Crying over him , ):

Of all the kind of lives i've past through , even when it comes to love or daily life , i swear that i have never cried on a guy before . But , the past two weeks , i've cracked a record in my own book , that finally i've cried over a guy . I'm not saying this as a joke or something to be worshipped of , but something that's really weird and totally unlogical . Seriously . But the real problem was that , i kept cracking my head thinking why is it that every guy i had crush on , was just using me to get to know others or using me to get to know what girls have in them . It's not that they can't , but please . Please do care about my feelings , i'm not a doll or a stand , i'm a normal human being too , like others . So please , okay ? Please please please , do not do this to me ever again ! PLEASE , ):

Life ? Not the same anymore , ):

Everything in life seem different than the way it really was . Seriously . If you guys see me smiling all the way , it was totally fake . All of it was just a lie , a fake attitude and seriously different than the real me . I'm lying behind the life that i'm going through , it is now really cracking my head up . I feel like dying all the way . I've never gone through these kind of serious situation . I don't even think that i can handle it . Oh godd , help me through it ! I'm begging you , please ):

Youuuu :DD

Best doe kwn ngn you . I suka sgt . You pun kelakar jgak . Hahahahah , tak sangka you boleh buat i gelak masa i tgh sedih . Hahahahahah :D Eh , nnt kalau jumpa jgn lah malu2 taw . I okay jelaa , i tak makan org pun . Hee (: You ngn kwn you tu mcm adik beradik doe . Dua2 kelakar pun sama je . Hahahah (: Suka ckp ngn korg . I harap dpt jumpa korg kott . Nnt jgn tinggalkan i taw , takut tade kawan plak . Hahahahahah , okay lah . ilygsm (:

Ahahahahahahah c(:

Weh , kau tak pyh nak tipu aku lah weh . Aku twu apa motif kau selama ni . Kau saja nak buat aku mcm ni kan ? So , skrg bila aku dah rasa dah , kau dah puas hati lah kan ? Weh , kau tak pyh lah nak buat semua tu . Buang masa kau ngn aku je . Aku pun dah rimas lah weh Aku pun dah tade masa nak layan benda tu semua okay ? Buat jelaa apa kau nak ngn dia , jgn fikir pasal aku . Sbb aku dah cukup sakit hati lah weh . Tlg lah jgn buat mcm tu kat aku lg , okay ? Itu je aku mintak . Sbb yg lain semua aku twu aku takkan dpt . Anyway , aku harap kau bahagia lah ye ngn dia (:
Enjoy your life , MI :D

Seriously !

I'm sick of staying single ! Seriously . I need someone in my life . Someone who can take care of me , someone who can love me with all his heart , and someone who can make me feel happy . I really need that someone ! Hm , i may be sound desperate , but yeah . Sometimes , i feel jealous when i see all my friends with their couple , even my sisters have bfs . Hm , idk when's my turn to enjoy that kind of life . Maybe , i'll just have to wait then .

I finally found out !

Kau sombong lah ngn aku sekarang kan ? Mentang2 kau dah anggap diri kau tu bagus sgt , hahahahah . Weh , aku pun tak faham weh . Apa yg kau nak skrg weh ? Cuba bgtwu kat aku . Mana lah twu , aku boleh puaskan hati kau . Okay ? Wow , tak sangka kott , dulu baik , skrg sombong . Gila lah ! Kalau kau nak twu , kau lah org pertama yg perangai dia mcm tu . Pecah record kwn2 aku kott . Hahahah (: Weh , aku dah tak twu lg nak ckp apa . Kau fikir lah sendiri , yeah ? Kalau kau rasa kaulah org nya , suka hati kau lah yeah ? Aku pun dah malas nak layan kau . Okay lah , bye .

Seriously , dude !

What's all this ? Why suddenly ? I seriously don't understand . What happened to you ? OMG , don't be judgemental okay ?

I love all of you , not less not more . It's always been fair and square . Okay ? So , whatever happens , i still love you guys :D