"Snuff" by Slipknot

Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a saint... My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself And I won't listen to your shame You ran away - you're all the same Angels lie to keep control... My love was punished long ago If you still care, don't ever let me know If you still care, don't ever let me know... Just some notes.... Thank you so much for this song. Even though it's just a memory but I appreciate it and I will embrace it. Thank you so much :)

When old memories come back to haunt you

Why must I still think about you when I already have someone else in my life as well as you? I don't understand myself sometimes. And even worse, I still love you more than I love him. Well that's some newsflash for ya right? And yes, it's true. Please tell me, how can I ever forgive you after what you've done but why can't I forget you? WHY? I still stalk your profile using someone else's account and I still remember every single thing, detailed. You know, I was about to gave you up but then Allah has set the day when we met at McDonald's and your words gave me a slight of hope again...till now. I'm not trying to ruin your relationship with that girl, but all I want is for us to just be friends. Is it that hard for you? It hurts me when you didn't reply my birthday wish last 17th June, and not only that... You didn't even reply my Hari Raya wish. Am I a nuisance to you? WELL AM I? It hits me, HARD. My brain keeps thinking about you, I spend my fucking days thinking about you man when I'm supposed to think of someone else! Why are you so important to me when I don't even cross your bloody mind for 1 second?! This makes me regret the words I've said to you. I really hope that we'll meet again one day and you're gonna hear words that you wouldn't wanna hear. I'm gonna make sure you'll feel how I feel. YOU ARE GONNA PAY. Mark my words and I'm sorry.