Another disaster in life ?

I just could not believe that we are actually moving ? Seriously , I can't accept it no matter how hard I've tried . This place is where I grew up , with bad and good memories and it means a lot to me . Why are you doing this to us ? If it wasn't because of you , mummy and ayah would not have this problem . You were the one who caused all these shits , but you left us , leaving mummy and ayah with it . They have to solve this , they have to pay for it even though it's not their fault ! WHY WHY WHY ? And now , because of you , we have to sell our house to pay everything to the bank so that mummy would not be blacklisted . EVERYTHING ! I just hope that one day you would come crawling back to us and tell mummy that you're sorry . I SERIOUSLY HOPE SO ! Fuck .