Crying over him , ):

Of all the kind of lives i've past through , even when it comes to love or daily life , i swear that i have never cried on a guy before . But , the past two weeks , i've cracked a record in my own book , that finally i've cried over a guy . I'm not saying this as a joke or something to be worshipped of , but something that's really weird and totally unlogical . Seriously . But the real problem was that , i kept cracking my head thinking why is it that every guy i had crush on , was just using me to get to know others or using me to get to know what girls have in them . It's not that they can't , but please . Please do care about my feelings , i'm not a doll or a stand , i'm a normal human being too , like others . So please , okay ? Please please please , do not do this to me ever again ! PLEASE , ):